Can we all agree that Johanna Mason is a great charachter?
Seriously, Jena Malone did a great job.
Thinking about the future makes me sick. I don’t know what I want so I let somebody else decide. I know it’s an idiotic move and that I shouldn’t let anyone dictate me, but what else am I to do when I’m left wandering. Maybe this makes no sense it doesn’t makes sense to me either. I’m vomiting up words and I keep going on. I can’t stop. I wonder what I’ll be in the near future? Near future, it sounds so disturbing. Like a a wild rabid dog chasing after me. The gap between me and adulthood is closing in. I hate it. I’m not ready to let my childhood go. I spent it wrong; unwisely. I acted like I was an adult and now that I’m becoming one I cry, I scream, I beg just to do it all over again. I used to wish that time would speed up and now that it’s happening right before my eyes I regret that I ever made it. I wish I wasn’t that dumb, I wish that I should have studied more, I wish I could turn back time, I wish… I wish for so many things. I’m greedy, I only think of myself, maybe that’s why I’m so lost. I only look at myself and keep track with what’s happening with me that I don’t even dare look at the things that’s happening around me. Maybe this is the reason I got so lost. This may have made no sense to you but I’m too greedy to even care about what you think.